Thursday, September 23, 2010

~ Text from me 2 him ~

mcm2 jak alsn b sna..
b mw mengelak dr syg ka??
dh td ckp agkt brg, mandi, mkn lepas 2 mengan2k..
sengaja ka b??
ckp jak la bha..
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syg xmw kol b lg klw b tdo..
syg tw b x ksh jg ngan syg samada mw kol or x..
terpulang la ngan b..
igt syg tenang ka ngan word "i luv u"..
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wat evr la..syg just mw tw jak bha dr b pa prasaan b ngan syg..
2jak, syg mw b honest jak..
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klw syg knp la menghilang..
dlm sehari bleh kira bha brapa kli b cri syg..
kdg2 2 sminggu bha menghilang..
2pn syg jg yg cri..
syg x fhm owh ngan b..
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yala syg maafkan..
tapi syg maw tanya bha y??
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xkan la pnt jak dr hri 2..
x logik bha b..
msj skli tanya khbr pn dh ckup..
nie langsung x, pa lg kol syg..
if b da borink ngan syg ckp jak..
syg cba trima..
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syg mw tanya ngan b nie..
honest jwb..b da gf ka??
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slain 2??
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knp syg x rasa syg nie gf b??
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tp klw prasaan syg btl cm??
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apa yg syg fkir la..
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~ what going b happen ~

Our relationship may lead to cracking soon .. 
so, no longer update this blog post .. 
because lately I'm just kind of hard to update this blog .. 
all just post in this blog will be memorable for us .. 
bitter sweet memories will be enough for me to maintain the relationship .. 
we got here .. all in vain if I continue to survive and continue to rely on him 
while he is not even do anything .. 
maybe I was not fit for him and he is not suitable for me .. 
between me and him .. 
he is a really different a man who likes to live alone..
 and I need your love and attention of a man ..
 I hope he is happy with the choice ..
 just that I can afford to give to pray for happiness with another person .. 
I am now in the process of finding their own happiness..okay,im late already,going to class.. 

Friday, September 17, 2010

~ 2 week ~

2 week berlalu..
our relation is not gud in that tyme..
dunt knw y..
bz??myb but i dunt think so..
he changed..he become adam who i knw 1 year ago..
3 days b4 im back kuchg..
im really angry wif him..not in mud that tyme..period..
so,i cant control my feeling..
whatever i do..i always love him..
but i dunt knw him..
i knw n i believe what im fell bout him..
i hate it..he make me fell so damn..
wanna throw it awy..but i cant..
only i can do "buat2 xtw jak".."wait n c".."sabar"
just it..want 2 4get him but so difficult..
many ways i do..y so hard??
ermm..(brani buat, brani tanggung la)

Friday, September 10, 2010

~ Selamat Hari Raya ~

4get 2 wish "Selamat Hari Raya" kt dy nie..
bkn 2 jak..aq lupa nk mnta maaf kt dy..
besala kn if rya msti da maaf-b'maafan kn..
mmg x igt langsung..
aq fkir dy pn mcm 2..xpala..adil bha kn b..=)
smlm igt da tyme braya..
tp coz mrh punya psl trus x jd nie..
tetiba mud mrh dtg..bkn pa rndu bha ma dy..
sdih nie..period tyme...touching la..
sian dy..x ptt aq mrh..
rupanya dy da kol tyme ptg..aq je yg x tw..
da org sabotaj..
gramnya..cm2 da aq fkir psl dy..
bdosa da aq..mnta maaf k b..




Wednesday, September 1, 2010

~ soRry B ~

bru terbc post dy..
after read bru aq fhm..
he type guys like whom..
aq kna ikt cara dy..smpi bla nk ikt cra aq jak kn..
sory b..syg mnta maaf sbb iktkan prasaan syg jak..
aftr this syg xkn persoalkan apa2 pn..
syg doing my work..begitu jg b..
kta ikt cra kta..tumpuan lbh kpd stdy..
"if i really need u, i will find u.."
2 yg b cba mksdkn kn..syg will try..
btw..syg will always love u b..

Monday, August 30, 2010

emmm..

xda niat aq maw buat DIA mcm 2..
aq just maw dia bahagia..
biar dia dpt fikir apa yg harus n apa yg xharus pada diri ny..
harap smua ney dia dpt fikir la..

DIA la kekasih akhir ku..
hope dia akan terus berfikir secara +ve..
hope dia xkn bfikir yg bukan2 psl aq..
cz aq hny ada DIA..
emmmm..

(¯`v´¯)
`·.¸.·´
¸.·´.·´¨) ¸.·¨) ♥
(¸.·´(¸.·´ (¸.·¨¯`
FLYING HEART 4 YOU my LOVE.!


post by: aDam Kacau Sana Sini

Saturday, August 28, 2010

~neeD sum1~

aq x taw knapa aq berprasaan cm nie..
aq x taw..aq x tw..
cm nk memaki jak..tp klw bleh aq nk jg pckpan aq..
aq syg dy tp dy cm xda prasaan nie..
even dy ckp he loves me..
adakah perkara e2 berulang balik berlaku pd aq??
ya Allah..aq xnk skit kali ke 2..
aq x thn..aq xnk tanya knapa bnda nie berlaku lg..
aq cuba utk bersabar..
myb dy bkn plihan sesuai utk aq..
ssh sgt ka nk faham aq nie..jht ka aq..aq x lyk ka utk bcinta..
knapa aq ssh utk mcintai seseorg..tp bila aq mencintai..
dy x mencintai..dan bila aq x mencintai..
dy mencintai..sukarnya..
mmg btl..lbh baik dicintai drpd mencintai..
tp jika aq merelakannya..adaka aq bleh berbahagia??

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

hahahahhaha.. tukar lagi..

hahahahhahaha..
BILA RINDU..
dengar la lagu ney..
smua yg b harapkan ada 2..


cz bila b rindu sak..
pasti b akan b cal syg..
spya b dpt dgr sora ayu syg..
hehehhehehehe..

ada mcm muka org rindu ka??
ada kn??
ahahahahahha..
LOVE YOU syg..

FEEL SO WRONG..~

adowh..
aq dh buat salah ney..
adaka patut..
ney smua dsebabkn psl sikap ku yg kuat cemburu..

emmmm..
syg..
B minta maaf yah..
B syg sgt kat SYG..

sory a lot yh syg..
B akan try towk TRUST kat SYG..
LOVE YOU SYG..

~ beRlaKu saLaH FaHam ~

dy slh fhm ngan aq..
smua nie gara2 dy bc post kt blog psndrian aq..
dy x fhm pa yg aq mksdkan..
adaka aq perlu bertrus trng ngan cpa yg cba aq mksdkan 2??
tp..klw bleh aq xnk..aq xnk dy fkir aq kongkong dy..
cmbru x tentu psl..
padahal aq mmg tahu dy ska berkwn..
dan dy mmg mempunyai rmai kwn ppn..
hmm..aq pn xtw la..
prangai lma dy wt aq tkt nk prcaya ngan dy bha..
cpa ppn pn akn tkt kn if bf dyorg cm 2..
aq klw bleh da sbleh2nya buang prasaan cemburu nie bha..
xmw igt lps post kt blog..
tp bila dy ungkit blik..hmm..
jd fkiran trus..trust syg b..
syg xda maksdkan cpa2..bkn kwn syg..xda syg cmbru ngan kwn syg..
syg cmbru ngan kwn b la..syg cmbru bla b rpt ngan ppn lain..
syg mnta maaf sbb cmbru x tentu psl..
sbb wt b slh fhm..wt b sdih..syg mnta maaf..
syg sygkan b..love u adam..
xoxoxo


Tuesday, August 24, 2010

~ sToRy 4 ToDaY ~

perjalanan cinta kami berjalan seperti biasa..
cuma semalam jak kmi da sdkt prob..
just becoz aq x msj dy aftr bgn..trus2 p on9 fb nie..
kbtlan lg time 2 dy on9 jg..pa x nya..
aq bkn sgja..dlm mood mamai 2..
x sampai 5 mnit..dy da marah kt aq..
dy ckp aq penipu..words yg aq still igt lg..
"selalu hdup ngan penipuan"
sdih hati aq..kecik da hati aq bila dy ckp cm 2..
mula2 mmg dy mrh..tp lps 2 ok nie..
plik jg aq..kunun dy ckp..
"b xnk rosakkan hubungan kita"
ermm..kejap jak..sllunya x pun..
dy lg nie jnis yg hot tempered..
cpa yg x plik kn..hepi2 la jg + prasaan weird..
trasa ngan words dy lg td..
tp mls sgt la nk lyn prasaan aq nie..

Saturday, August 21, 2010

~ sWeaR ~

Hari nie dy da janji ngan aq..
"b..b da janji ngan syg 2..
b janji akan ubah perangai b..
syg pn da janji yg syg pn akan ubah prangai syg..
b pn da janji kn serius..b da sumpah..
serius ngan hubungan kita.."
syg mark words b..supaya b igt..
always igt..love u b.. 
dunt noty2 k..kurgkn mrokok..
its still part from ur promise..=)

~ 1437 ~

day by day..month by month..
i dunt knw what im fell..
i think im fall in love with him..
rarely..im scared with it..

Friday, August 20, 2010

cantek BLOG..~

hehehhehehehe..
nice blog..
cantik menarik tertarik n memang THE BOOM!!~

love you syg..

~ ʎ⅂⊥sǝᴎoH ~

тσ∂αʏ..нɛ тσʋcнιиɢ мʏ нɛαят..ιм иʌя тнιиκ нɛ ωιℓℓ ƨαʏ тнαт..cσʓ,ιм αℓωαʏƨ тнιиκ нɛ иʌя ƨɛяισʋƨ ωιтн мɛ..ɛʌяʏ ɢιяℓ ρи ωιℓℓ ƨαʏ тнαт ιғ тнɛιя вғ нαʌ ƨαмɛ αттιтʋ∂ɛƨ ωιғ нιм..ι ℓσʌɛ нιм ɛʌɛи ι нαʌ мαиʏ "вσʏ ғяιɛи∂ƨ"..вʋт ι иʌя тнσʋɢнт 2 cнɛαтιиɢ нιм..4 мɛ нɛ ιƨ ɛʌяʏтнκ..Ɩ нσиɛƨтℓʏ ƨαʏ тнαт Ɩ яɛαℓℓʏ ғαℓℓ ιи ℓσʌɛ ωιтн нιм .. αℓтнσʋɢн αт ғιяƨт Ɩ иɛʌɛя ιитɛи∂ɛ∂ мʏ ƨɛяισʋƨ яɛℓαтισиƨнιρ ωιтн нιм .. ℓσʌɛ ʋ нʋввʏ..

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

~ c Dia Yg DeGiL ~

Hmm..geramnya aq kt cinta aq nie..
mmg degil btl..maw marah pn x smpai aty plak..
lgpn..klw marah bukan dy kesah jg..
ska sgt post plik2 kt blog aq..
trutama if dy marah..dunt knw la..mrh or x..
padahal dy da blog sndri jg..
ska sgt bg skit aty kwn aq ngan post2 dy..
aq sruh post kt cni..x maw plak dy..pa lg kt blog dy..
mmg bha..degil..nsb baik jauh..klaw dkt..
tarik2 tlinga dy 2 supaya dgr ckp..ehehe..(mcm brani)..

Sunday, August 15, 2010

_MESSAGE~

just like always..
msg2..
hehehhehehe..~
LOVE YOU my NADYA..~
by: adam kacau sana sini

Saturday, August 14, 2010

~ aDam ~


nie adam..my bf,my chenta and my enemy..
1-1nya bf aq yg pling ska wt aq hot..pling dgil..smua la yg pling2 psl dy nie..
chipsmore dy jg..bkin pns kn..perkenalan kmi??
ermm..da la mw dkt 2 tahun da..tahun lalu lg..tp gantung sekejap..
besala kn..masing2 ska bw dri n wt hal masing2..
cra couple kmi mmg berbeza..x sma nie..
aq sndri pn mengaku bha..kmi cm anjing ngan kucing..
x pndai la aman dlm 1 hari..msti gaduh..msing2 x mw klh kn..ahaha
klw tgk..cm kwn da jg..tp hakikatnya dy is my bf..
x tw knapa bleh bersama ngan dy..padahal mmg da lg better dr dy..
yg aq tw..da 1 bnda yg wt aq tertarik ngan dy..
n just biar aq jak taw pa yg aq rasa..
aq benci ngan dy..tp pada msa yg sama..aq mmg sygkan dy..






~ JusT 4 InFoRmaTion ~

today..make blog 4 us..
actually, da lma plan 2 make it..but, dunt hav more tyme 4 it..
tonight bru tercapai nie..eheh..
background nie i choose coz suitable 4 us..who want 2 b king and queen..
at this..many more story bout us..
we 2gther will update if any interesting story or unsatisfied feeling that exist in our mind..