~ Text from me 2 him ~

mcm2 jak alsn b sna..

b mw mengelak dr syg ka??

dh td ckp agkt brg, mandi, mkn lepas 2 mengan2k..

sengaja ka b??

ckp jak la bha..

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syg xmw kol b lg klw b tdo..

syg tw b x ksh jg ngan syg samada mw kol or x..

terpulang la ngan b..

igt syg tenang ka ngan word "i luv u"..

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wat evr la..syg just mw tw jak bha dr b pa prasaan b ngan syg..

2jak, syg mw b honest jak..

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klw syg knp la menghilang..

dlm sehari bleh kira bha brapa kli b cri syg..

kdg2 2 sminggu bha menghilang..

2pn syg jg yg cri..

syg x fhm owh ngan b..

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yala syg maafkan..

tapi syg maw tanya bha y??

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xkan la pnt jak dr hri 2..

x logik bha b..

msj skli tanya khbr pn dh ckup..

nie langsung x, pa lg kol syg..

if b da borink ngan syg ckp jak..

syg cba trima..

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syg mw tanya ngan b nie..

honest jwb..b da gf ka??

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slain 2??

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knp syg x rasa syg nie gf b??

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tp klw prasaan syg btl cm??

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apa yg syg fkir la..

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~ what going b happen ~

Our relationship may lead to cracking soon .. 

so, no longer update this blog post .. 

because lately I'm just kind of hard to update this blog .. 

all just post in this blog will be memorable for us .. 

bitter sweet memories will be enough for me to maintain the relationship .. 

we got here .. all in vain if I continue to survive and continue to rely on him 

while he is not even do anything .. 

maybe I was not fit for him and he is not suitable for me .. 

between me and him .. 

he is a really different a man who likes to live alone..

 and I need your love and attention of a man ..

 I hope he is happy with the choice ..

 just that I can afford to give to pray for happiness with another person .. 

I am now in the process of finding their own happiness..okay,im late already,going to class.. 

~ 2 week ~

2 week berlalu..

our relation is not gud in that tyme..

dunt knw y..

bz??myb but i dunt think so..

he changed..he become adam who i knw 1 year ago..

3 days b4 im back kuchg..

im really angry wif him..not in mud that tyme..period..

so,i cant control my feeling..

whatever i do..i always love him..

but i dunt knw him..

i knw n i believe what im fell bout him..

i hate it..he make me fell so damn..

wanna throw it awy..but i cant..

only i can do "buat2 xtw jak".."wait n c".."sabar"

just it..want 2 4get him but so difficult..

many ways i do..y so hard??

ermm..(brani buat, brani tanggung la)

~ Selamat Hari Raya ~

4get 2 wish "Selamat Hari Raya" kt dy nie..

bkn 2 jak..aq lupa nk mnta maaf kt dy..

besala kn if rya msti da maaf-b'maafan kn..

mmg x igt langsung..

aq fkir dy pn mcm 2..xpala..adil bha kn b..=)

smlm igt da tyme braya..

tp coz mrh punya psl trus x jd nie..

tetiba mud mrh dtg..bkn pa rndu bha ma dy..

sdih nie..period tyme...touching la..

sian dy..x ptt aq mrh..

rupanya dy da kol tyme ptg..aq je yg x tw..

da org sabotaj..

gramnya..cm2 da aq fkir psl dy..

bdosa da aq..mnta maaf k b..

~ soRry B ~

bru terbc post dy..

after read bru aq fhm..

he type guys like whom..

aq kna ikt cara dy..smpi bla nk ikt cra aq jak kn..

sory b..syg mnta maaf sbb iktkan prasaan syg jak..

aftr this syg xkn persoalkan apa2 pn..

syg doing my work..begitu jg b..

kta ikt cra kta..tumpuan lbh kpd stdy..

"if i really need u, i will find u.."

2 yg b cba mksdkn kn..syg will try..

btw..syg will always love u b..

emmm..

xda niat aq maw buat DIA mcm 2..

aq just maw dia bahagia..

biar dia dpt fikir apa yg harus n apa yg xharus pada diri ny..

harap smua ney dia dpt fikir la..

DIA la kekasih akhir ku..

hope dia akan terus berfikir secara +ve..

hope dia xkn bfikir yg bukan2 psl aq..

cz aq hny ada DIA..

emmmm..

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FLYING HEART 4 YOU my LOVE.!

post by: aDam Kacau Sana Sini

~neeD sum1~

aq x taw knapa aq berprasaan cm nie..

aq x taw..aq x tw..

cm nk memaki jak..tp klw bleh aq nk jg pckpan aq..

aq syg dy tp dy cm xda prasaan nie..

even dy ckp he loves me..

adakah perkara e2 berulang balik berlaku pd aq??

ya Allah..aq xnk skit kali ke 2..

aq x thn..aq xnk tanya knapa bnda nie berlaku lg..

aq cuba utk bersabar..

myb dy bkn plihan sesuai utk aq..

ssh sgt ka nk faham aq nie..jht ka aq..aq x lyk ka utk bcinta..

knapa aq ssh utk mcintai seseorg..tp bila aq mencintai..

dy x mencintai..dan bila aq x mencintai..

dy mencintai..sukarnya..

mmg btl..lbh baik dicintai drpd mencintai..

tp jika aq merelakannya..adaka aq bleh berbahagia??